Stories

Since yesterday I had decided that I'll write something today. Trust me I had thought that I'll write something at morning but I didn't wanted too. I had stories to share but none to write. 

I miss those old golden times when I used to share things to Cutie on call. Now, I have so much to share but there is no one whom I can say. I miss him every day for this. 🥺

I talked to my old hostel friend today. Her room number was 104. And we talked after 1 year approximately. Last time it was her birthday in April when we talked and then we lost the contacts. I just dialled her number in hope that she picks it up and she did. She had changed her number, so it was a guess.

In hostel before meeting cutie I used to tease her saying, "Your boyfriend is so possessive". He was actually over possessive. He used to get angry if she ever talked about any boy or anything. And that's why I used to get irritated because obviously you will talk to your colleagues. And if this problem continues then she might get problem in future. 

She knew about cutie. She asked how he is. I said we are not in contacts. And said the reason. Now, she was like, "you got the right one". Obviously he is super cute and quite possessive. So I said her, "I still like his over possessiveness now and I can't complaint even"😂.

We discussed about it and it became way too funny. Obviously I had seen over possessive people in my friend's life including my brother and I got the same one too. Though I like him the most. 🤭❤️

At morning when I checked my WhatsApp today. I saw my dida's status. And that very moment I remembered something. Last day when I was about to come here, dida and my brother went out with me. We were crossing a particular road. It had Sai Baba Mandir ín it. When I was small may be in class 6, my parents used to take us there every Thursday. 

Most of the time I used to sleep during the prayers and used to be awake when they used to do Arti. At the end we used to get that pomegranate as Prasad (I don't remember the English word of it).😬

So that day when I said them let's go there . They were like, you will sleep again. And will wake when you'll get the fruits. I didn't remembered that we used to get them. So when I told them this. They were like, "you were a kid na, and you still are"🤭😬.

Trust me I'm the smallest sister in my family. So they pamper me alot. After me there are two kids who are actually way to small. So I got all the love.❤️🤭 Even my jiju ( Brother in law) and Bhabhi (sister in law) pampers me. What else I can say?🤷🥺😂

Yesterday we were in class. That time Shruti and I were discussing something related to college. Another friend of mine came there and sat. We three started discussing about college. The thing is they both are damn good in studies and our scores are almost same in all test.

So when they were talking about dream college. They had AIIMS Delhi. So when we were talking. I said about a girl who dropped 5 years and last year got AIIMS Delhi. So the another friend of mine said she would do the same if she didn't got AIIMS Delhi. 

Shruti and I were shocked. We were like, "we are general students, we can't take the risk. We will take the medical college which we'll get. Though will try for AIQ till the end. Obviously any AIIMS." So she was like, "you both are general but I'm ST, so I can take".

Trust me we were so shocked. She told about her brother who got AIIMS Bhopal in 570 marks while my cousin who got 581 couldn't get any medical college. And we were so like frustrated. Even when I said the same to rawat. She felt the same thing. Shruti was so frustrated after listening this that she didn't talked to her even for once. 

I don't know I feel like I'm becoming more girlish day by day. Trust me I use face wash every day. I use body lotion every day to keep my skin moist especially face. The thing is my skin is way too white (no racism in comparison to my family members) and sensitive. That's why when I stay beneath sun rays for hours it turns red. Same when I wash it and rub it forcibly. Even a small mosquito bite is so firmly visible on my face and hands. It sucks.😬

Even I don't know how but I clean my room when I'm free. I wash my handkerchief and masks daily. I clean my bed in afternoon and night. Even I can't tolerate slightest of dirtiness in my room these days. Typical girl !!🥺❤️

I'm sharing few screenshots from my gallery. They are old. While revisiting gallery, I star marked them

But before this. See this. He is emon. Akka's brother. Yesterday Akka was showing me emon's and her 6 months celebration on video call at night. So I captured them. He is so cute. My favourite.❤️

The old us😉🥺❤️. It was kept in my favourites from so many months. Yesterday I saw that. This profile pictures used to be my favourite picture.💙🙈❤️ Irony is I don't know he is now. I really wish atleast we talk for once atleast. Sometimes I overthink on things like is he good. I wish atleast he could say how he is. 

I can't keep more. If I ever meet cutie someday. Then ill read all the old screenshots with him.🙈❤️

Today its 5 year since I started writing in my diary related to Maa Sarawati. I don't know how but it's 5 years now. I'm good keeping relationship I guess.😂🙈 She has always been a part of me. I'm happy to share even the baddest moment with her. I've someone beside me everytime, every morning I start my day writing about her. Only my family members and cutie know about this. Even Akka doesn't know. 🤭❤️  

Thank you ;)