What irritates me these days?

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Messages and calls. 

I had my exam today. After getting bored from last 1 hour. I finally thought to write something. My battery percentage decreased from 16% to 11% while charging, when I was using my phone. 

I don't know but these days I get so many messages on WhatsApp and so many calls. Majorly calls are from either from my family or my friends (warden and my neighbour too). 

The same goes with whatsapp messages but they are more than enough. Yesterday Akka had sent me my whatsapp usage. And all were of 2 mins majorly.

Only Akka is the one who message me randomly. Rawat and Shruti (sometimes) too otherwise rest all just for work. It sucks actually. No one to talk real apart from few. 
in one day I get around 10 messages. And it's of everyday.🙄

Obviously I get messages related to study from my friends or something that's important. I don't check status even. Majorly at night or when I come back from class (only of those whose I wanna check). I don't remember even when did the last time I kept an status. 🤷🥺

Even my parents calls me either one time or twice in a day just to ask whether I had studied or not and what marks I got. My mom is like get 700+ in test now. You are lacking behind. Irritated!??


I don't know but everything seems so boring. 

Actually there is just one thing going in my mind. It's that I've to crack NEET and go in AIIMS Bhopal. I don't know but it's the only thing in my mind now. Obviously, going there has only one reason but yet. 

This is pasted everywhere in my room. Wherever I could see without specs.😂 Kidding!! 

Trust me my biology NCERT book is a complete mess now. Same with Chemistry inorganic chapter. So many highlighters, sticky notes and like this many. It look like a rainbow I guess. 

thise highlighted with pink colour are most important. Coz my teachers had said those lines of NCERT. While orange one were said in online lectures. Those extra points in sticky notes are from my lectures (online). I'm revising all the lectures again. And keeping their notes in NCERT this time. Though I've their notes but at the end I'll keep them NCERT only so I'm doing them now. 

Even my frequently used are so boring🥺🙄
Chrome because I watch lectures. Samsung internet is their because just know I opened it. Csat for my marks. Gallery obviously. YQ is there because I get notifications all the time. I'm not using Quora these days even. Sometimes Pinterest though.🤭 Even whatsapp and Jio chats is not in my frequently used.🙄
everything is so boring !

Thanks ;(
(I'm totally not in mood🥺).

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