My Stupid Dream !!

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It's said that we get dreams related to things about whom we think about consciously or is present somewhere sub- consciously. I got one today. Related to a person with whom the last time I had talked on call was 6th march, 2020. 

I still do remember our last call conversation actually. It was like we had a argument a day before and then he wasn't seeing my messages nor picking my calls. I think this one was weird. Because usually he used to pick my calls even though when he was angry. It's a different thing that in complete phone call he made that puppy face (can say angry bird too, but he looked cute, like always) with complete silence. 

Our last call was on duo. He had picked them. I don't remember the exact thing. But only the last thing where I had asked him, "is he busy? Or soemhwere out?" He had said me, "yes". To which I had replied, "okay, call me back when you'll be free. I'll wait". Something similar. Though it's more than one year now and I'm still waiting. After this call, for the first time in whole day, he had seen my text. I remember everything about us. I can never forget any moments. It happens in love !!

I got a dream related to the same idiot today. To be very honest, I don't remember the exact dream but I'm just saying the thing that happened.

It was like he had called me around 3-4 times since morning but my phone was on silent, so I couldn't pick them. The number was saved by his full name and no emoji (may be it was too late to understand things by then). 

So by the time, I saw the messages, I was already 4-5 hours late. I was in room by then. I had a girl (hostel mate possibly) in my room. She asked me to call back you and ask what happened. I did. 

He picked the call as soon as it rings. He said me, "hello, Ankita". And I couldn't utter a word. Honestly for a complete 5 minutes, I was struggling to say hii (and his name). And I was actually struggling in real life at that time because I was wondering like why can't I say "hello" to him. Actually it was around a morning dream. And that's why I was sleeping but little awake too. It happens na in the morning when you don't want to get up from the bed and you see some dream that's holding you from going away. It was similar to this. 

After few minutes, I finally said him hello and asked what happened. He said he had sent me. Something related to some temples, he had visited recently. (We are not in contacts, I don't have even idea, where he is now). And then I just said him that I didn't got the image. 

He asked me to check again and then I did too. But still couldn't see. So I said him. And then he started scolding me, even in my dreams. And I was like, "why are you saying me, I didn't did anything". 

And before anything else I could see. There was Akka's call. And soon as the ringtone said, "Vande Mataram". I was out of my dream. Though I didn't picked the call. Until she messaged me and said, "it's emon on call". 

And when I called back seeing emon's name. She is like, "how bad you are. You just love emon".😂

(I couldn't wake up early today. I slept late around 2 yesterday.) 

Paro means partner and emon says me that. My new name.🤭❤️😂

Even I narrated the dream to emon. And emon was like, "Didi, you don't worry, I'll punish him if he gets angry on you"😂.

I was like, "yrr real mein to daata hi hai, ab sapne mein BHI datne LGA"😂. (He scolds me in real life and now in dreams too).

I just searched my mails today with his name. And found so many mails saved by his name in my Gmail account. They were of July (mainly) and one of September. 


I got one mail too. Keep guessing who he/she is until I say after 4 posts. (Surprise).

Someone I know!!🤭

Still my favourite mail till now. 2nd Jan, 2021. His message on Quora.🤭 Akka even messaged me that day too.😂

The taunt I've to hear😏😬🥺:
If I could say something to him. Then definitely it would be, "I love you idiot, that's why I'm still holding up things when you are letting them go. Atleast appreciate the efforts. And just come back. Like a friend atleast. And please let's be friend till the end. Before it's too late to see each other as friends even. And wait for the destiny to see where we lead in our life ❤️". 

Thanks ;) 





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