Day 1

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Sorry for making it a regular blog but I find this as the only way to feel happiness. Obviously you can't talk to someone on call everytime neither you can chat with someone for hours. Though for one hour (30 mins only, 1 hour when I don't have class) at night is sufficient and love for me. Akka is love actually ❤️. 

When I was in nurture I used to feel the same but that time I had two of my closet people on hostel so I used to share things with them. Now there is none. 

At that cutie used to listen to each and every story. I actually feel bad for him coz he had to listen to each and every story of mine. And I'm sure he just used to say, "mmm" and didn't listened anything. Boys are like this only. My brother does that's why I know. 😂 Even I had said the same to him once and then he said me that sometimes he keeps my call on speaker and just "mmm" and doesn't listen a word. 😬😂

Today I had the same 4 classes. First was same of modern physics and so my favourite. We had the last inorganic lecture today. And trust me when sir ended the lecture. We asked for his number. And then there was a moment when Shruti said me, "wish sir doesn't go, he teaches so well". I had the same exact feeling. 

We started discussing about Nurture teachers. Obviously AN Sir, YN Sir and RK sir were the best physics faculty. AN sir was my then crush (and still❤️). Obviously!! 

YN sir taught waves so nicely that we still remember few things he said while explaining and making us imagine the situation. 🥳💙 I don't know but YN sir looked similar to cutie. 🙈 Everyone makes me feel like they are cutie. One of my brother (dida's friend) had called me and I felt his voice was similar to cutie 🤷🤦❤️. 

RK sir had explained as fluid. It was my then favourite chapter. And trust me these 3 teachers were the best faculty for us. During break we were discussing this. 🤷😂

Even for the first time I enjoyed Current Electricity class because sir taught us potentiometer. And first time said us to solve the numerical in class. He used to do himself everytime. 

We had the last lecture of our botany teacher. He had taught us only one chapter that's Reproduction in Flowering Plants. Trust me, I used to find this chapter difficult but now I just love this. It's damn simple. Even when he ended, I had few doubts from diagram of NCERT. I went to ask him. Shruti was there too. We asked his number. He is such a nice teacher. No words to explain the way he taught botany. He made me love that chapter. ❤️

Even we asked few questions from exam paper to him. And he explained them so perfectly. This time biology paper was such a mess. 

I didn't talked to my parents since morning. At afternoon, my mom called me. But I was sleeping that time. So called her at around 4:30. And that time she again started talking about studies. Even Shruti and I had discussion on parental pressure. And she said the same. Her parents do the same. We are irritated by mom actually. She was like, "mamma create negative feedback for our hormone"😂. Lol !!

At evening I was studying organic chemistry. Now the thing was when I'm in room, I usually wear one piece and shorts. So musku came all of the sudden in my room. She knocked it and I thought it's warden Di. 

When I saw her, I felt so embarrassed for a second. And I was like, "let me change my dress". She is like, "di, it's okay I'm a girl". She had two more girl with her. I had met them. They wanted to see my room. Actually want to take room in this hostel that's why. 

Musku was like, "di, you look so hot in this"😂. And I was like, "muski, what does being hot means?" Beautiful/gorgeous can be understood but hot/sexy and all these are totally out of my dictionary terms. Most of my friends had said these two words to me when I wear either completely traditional or completely western and I really don't get their meaning. 

Okay, I got my favourite reader I guess. I don't who he/she is. But that person read all my complete post again. I don't know but since yesterday I was irritated. Even at night, because of Akka my mood was little chill. But today she won't be there even.🥺


At afternoon when I woke up around 4pm. I checked my post stats at around 5 or 5:30 pm. And saw that. Whoever you are, thank you💙, you made my day.🤭 (Obviously people become happy when there wish come true, I've so many wishes today, but only two are mainly priorities, fortsly getting into the college and secondly meeting cutie❤️). 

Even I uninstalled my Jio chats today. I'm tired of waiting.🥺😬.

Akka had called me on afternoon but I had just came from class. I was bit late too because we were asking doubts so entered room around 1:30. And that's why I picked the call and said, "don't call now, I'm tired". But it sounded rude. And later I messaged her after 1 mins when she had cut the call. And said sorry and then this happened. 😂

this had actually happened yesterday. And not once but twice. I was sitting one the chairs there. Musku was on see saw. (Every time when I've holiday or test, I go to park). So firstly a boy came and said, "can I shift a little". I did. But all his friends were calling his girlfriend as "Bhabhi" and I got irritated and went to next bench. There musku too came and sat. But the same happened again. I had the same to Akka on call and she made the meme in it.

Tomorrow I've holiday so I'll go again. (I get bored being in room whole day, especially when there is no one to talk").  Musku found a stalker there. Who stalks us. I said her, "bro, be safe, he might try on you😂". And I was like, "when did you noticed even? I didn't saw anyone?" 🤦🤷

Tomorrow finally meet one of my favourite teacher after a year. He said he'll come there at building for a particular time.(JH Sir😉💫💙). 

Thank you !!💙




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