Dear Valentine

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Hey love ! 

Sorry I'm one day late on wishing you this day. And there you might be wishing some random person and sharing hugs and kisses. Please save your hugs and kisses for me and our future atleast.  ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ 

See I won't lie, I don't believe in all these days. But with you even spending few moments of love are special. ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

I don't know where you are now. I don't know what your name is. And I really don't know how you look or from which state you are. But whoever you are and whatever your name and state is, please do a favour, be a South Indian. I find one way too cute because of his accent. And I really want to admire you in the same way. (◠‿◕)

See I won't lie about my life ever. But have patience with me. I take time to share up things. I'll share you all the basics and few closely related things when I'll start trusting you. Have little more love and patience for a year. By then, I'll trust you completely and I'll share every thing. Akka gave me time and freedom to open up and now she knows one of the secret of my life. Ahh, but it's a bad one and related to the reason of my first breakup which I didn't shared with any. Not even to the person whom I admire the most. He didn't had time anyways to listen to me.   ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ

I'm telling you now. I get emotional on little little things. I notice every behaviour of yours. I won't say but I'll distant myself if it's start hurting me alot. And that's the reason why I don't talk to Cutie now. (˘･_･˘)

Don't be rude and arrogant. It took time for me to understand that introverts aren't rude, it's just that they behave rudely with one they don't like. So please don't be like this. ಥ‿ಥ

See I won't disturb you if you are busy or doing something. But atleast do say before hand, don't just start shouting all of the sudden. I said na, I hate rude people and behaviour. ಠ﹏ಠ

I don't believe that you'll ever change when I'll enter your life. If I don't like your character in the first way, I won't ever like it. Understand ! 乁 ˘ o ˘ ㄏ

Please don't be from same profession. It would be fun to help and suggest each other in different profession. ₍₍◞( •௰• )◟₎₎

Okay last strict thing, and then I'll share sweet - sweet things. I believe in love to be spiritual then physical. Understand this. See desperateness and vulgarness has basic difference. My first ex was vulgar, I really don't have words to describe his kind of love. Cutie was desperate to the extent that he didn't ever hurt me through his behaviour. Even he never said something that could make me feel me bad. And he was a kind who cares more about my feelings more than his (atleast in the starting phase before we ended) ლ(◕ω◕ლ)

I won't lie. Cutie is the best human ever. Generally, people tend to show their good side but he showed me his bad one too. If someone takes away his insecurities and rude behaviour, then he's the best person ever. And that's the reason why I love him.  ( ◜‿◝ )♡

Common, you also might get a perfect partner. Someone who totally fits you. But you both can't be together due to some reasons. And I totally understand this. Don't worry, we can share up the "Perfect Love Things" together. (✷‿✷)

In the second relationship, we didn't searched each other. We met out of destiny, atleast I believe. So let our be same. Atleast we can be friends from beginning. ヽ༼⁰o⁰；༽ノ

Okay coming to the intresting part.(゜o゜;

We can dance together every now and then. I don't want you to be expert. Even I can teach you. My cousin brother got dancing lesson from me just before his marriage. ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪

See, I usually end up liking most of the romantic old songs. But finally found two of my favourite. First is "LET ME LOVE YOU", it's been my favourite since last 5-6 years. And the second is, "KAHIN TO HOGI WOH", I found this one year back. Please we'll dance in this two.⊂(◉‿◉)つ

I'm a bad singer and still I'll sing. And you've to listen. In return, I'll do the same. Even you'll get huge compliments from me in everything you do. I appreciate little-little efforts. Your small hand made letters and cards can win my heart over those fancy ones.(◕ᴗ◕✿)

You'll get alot of surprises from my side. I love doing doing adventurous activities and visiting places. I'll take you in all and make you do everything I do. Trust me, you'll never be bored with me, even if you are introvert. ( ´◡‿ゝ◡`)

I'll eat your head all time. I'll ask stupid question. I'll do idiotic activities. Bear with me in all. I get huge mood swings in periods. And alot more on random days when I'm sad. Don't fight on all these days. Because I'll be irritated by little-little things. (´ . .̫ . `)


I apologize alot. But I stopped atleast to some extent .Akka hate it when I say sorry for someone else's mistake. I get nervous when someone talks rudely and that's why I stop the conversation in between and leave. Sorry!! But I had a bad experience in relationship. Ó╭╮Ò

More than me my SILENCE speaks. My father and brother knows how much I'm hurted when I don't say a word to them. Cutie can't figure this out even. (｡•́︿•̀｡)


See I'm single now. By the time we meet. May be I would be single. Obviously if it's not cutie, then I'll be. So bear all the non sense behaviour of mine because I really don't know how couple talks and I end up saying things which my friend will take it funnily. (ᗒᗩᗕ)

I'm a huge Foodie. So you'll have a great time with me because I'll keep exploring all the foods with you. /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\

I know 8 languages in which I can say love you. You learn few atleast. And together we'll have code language. I seriously love this code language things. It's fun. We can try Morse code atleast. ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°) 

I'll let you win all debates and discussions. I don't argue mostly because I say sorry before hand. I know alot of things in history, politics and general knowledge. But I won't show until we discuss. So for me you'll be smartest if you know atleast basics things. I believe there is much more in life apart from love. ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ

I'm waiting for you since so many years. Hope by the time we meet its worthy enough. ᕙ(͡°‿ ͡°)ᕗ

I'm bad in everything. So you don't need to be perfect. Together we can make a perfect love. And don't think, I'm an innocent and good person. I've a demon inside who rarely works. But still I can irritate you all the time. (灬º‿º灬)♡

I don't know whether I celebrate first 7 days of valentine or not. But definitely I'll celebrate the last 7 days. Cutie and I had done the same thing last year.  (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ )

And since I believe, the most important relationship you'll ever have is with yourself. So, I know I'm writing to my future self who is learning Telugu, to impress me. And who's still waiting for that idiot,though little less by now. (●’3)♡(ε`●).  (Common I'm not that idiot to write letter for someone I've not met, I'm not in love now. Understand)😉

Till then take care idiot,
Ira Ankita 🥰

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