List of 10 best things !!

"The power to change your life lies in the simplest of steps" - Steve Maraboli 

We all keep changing things with time. Whether it's habit, dress, hairstyle, subjects or anything. Life changes and like this all the elements included in it changes too. 

Everything in and around keep on changing and that's why we experience new things every now and then. 

Let's not make it more longer and boring. So in this post, I'm going to talk about the things that I did recently / changed recently /started doing recently.

To be honest, I've list of more than 10 things. But I'll keep it interesting by only the following 10 points. ;)

Starting with my favourite,

1) Songs

I'm a music lover honestly. Earlier when I used to get stressed. The only thing I did was listening to songs. But from last few months, this habit stopped. 

I was so much into overthinking and sadness that I didn't got time to listen to lyrics. But finally, I'm back in business. 

Now, when I listen songs then I listen it with full focus. No distractions, nothing. It's so fun to hear the song and understand the lyrics. 

Spotify 😄 

2) Overthinking

All those who are close to me knows how much I overthink. Give me small matter and I'll overthink about it all day. 

Then, think about the person like me who had heart break recently. One can guess how much I overthinked. And thanks to it that I spoiled around my whole year for it. Earlier I used to do mediation alot because of this. 

But finally I stopped doing it. I don't think about something that much. Honestly, sometimes I think too. But then I just try to distract my mind. And because of that I'm able to be more happier now. 

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3) Changed the theme into my favourite "Dark mode"

I was always an dark mode lover. Last time when I had breakup, then around May I changed that into a particular theme. The reason was that the dark mode always reminded me about him. Later, the theme which I applied, was related to Gautam Buddha and that's why I liked it the most. 

But yesterday, after months I changed it into dark mode finally. I was so happy to see that. 

Source : Gallery 

4) Stopped thinking about relationship and all

You know it took so long for me to stop thinking about him and the relationship. We broke up but I was never over it. And that's the reason I guess why it became toxic for me. I know I still like him to a great extent. Sometimes, I miss him too. But after realising that he never cared, I left everything. 

Recently one of my friend said me that, "bro, you too stopped putting efforts now. You don't want him anymore." I don't know whether she is right or wrong. 

To be honest, I'll definitely put efforts if he does the same. If he tries to make a step forward, I'll do the same. 🙃

But honestly, I'm saying this from my heart that I always wanted our relationship. But anyways, I tried atleast to the last. Since, he is never gonna change. So it's useless to cry my heart out for something that can only give me pain. 

And that's the reason, I left everything to God. If we are destined then we'll meet. Otherwise, God knows what will happen. 

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5) Told Mamma about my Male friends 

Mamma already knows about my male friends from school. But recently, I told her about my ex. I just said her that he is my friend and nothing more. 

Recently, my mamma read my Kundali where it was written that I'll get married to a person either from East or from South (India/ or anywher in my state but from that direction). 

My brother told mamma that I liked him once. That's why she thinks he is my boyfriend 😂. 

She told me once when I was sleeping in the morning, "Ankita, please don't marry that Madrasi". "I was like who is Madrasi?" She said, "your friend from insta". I'm like, "mamma we don't talk even forget about marriage and he is Telugu not Madrasi🤦". 

Seriously, I get so many taunts these days related to south India.😂😂

6) I changed my Wallpaper, Dp, Profile photo 

I changed the mobile Wallpaper yesterday after dark mode. Dp and profile photo I changed earlier. For the upcoming 6 months till my exams I won't change anything. 

Yeah but after exams I'll again change everything. Nothing like any specific reason. It's just that I don't want to invest my mind in all these now. It's really hard for me to change the photo as either I don't like any or sometimes I like every.

I won't mind changing it but need assured friend for this.😂😂 Hey idiot, can you come up and suggest me my dp .🤣🤣🤣 (Idiot=all friends)

Lock screen 🙃

Home Screen 😉 

7) Started doing Night prayers 

I've been reading Bhagwad Geeta slokas each morning. There is an app which notifies with slokas every morning. So I read them as soon as I switch my mobile. 

Few of my close people know that before writing anything, I remember Maa Sarawati. That's why I have diary for this. 

Recently, I started doing night prayer with Akka. Almost, every night she is on call with me after 12. We talk for an hour or half. She usually sleep late. So when I say her goodnight before that we both do prayer.

The prayer is nothing to specific. What our day went or what problems we got or want we want, we just pray on this. But the ending lines almost remain same because it's my favourite. At end we just say, "we believe in you and we love you. Amen". 💙

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8) Started walking alot 

I always used to walk alot. But recently, I started walking around 1 hour daily when I'm in home. I just plan my schedule at morning during the walks. No mobile, no overthinking, nothing.

Just me and my walk

9) Using less social media these days.

Instead I started using that time in writing or learning Telugu. Recently,I wrote poem in Telugu with the help of Google. I can't just get the verbs correctly. 

Anyways, I started using Quora less. Pinterest only for seeing dresses design or food items😋. (I'm foodie). No sad quotes atleast. Even in WhatsApp I'm not much active. No status since Diwali. Will add status during wedding though😂🙈.

Source: Pinterest

 

10) I moved on to some extent 

It took long but finally I tried to move on. I write quotes, blogs but it only contain his essence not him. Honestly, I did waited few days even but not now. It's of no use🥺.

Even I changed his name from "name" to "Vedhava" so that I don't need to see his name everytime I open my contact. 

Even now when I go to sleep, I think about my dream college before. It's different matter that when I wake up, he is in my dream🤣.

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Vedhava means idiot 😅

Anyways, it might take time. But everything will happen eventually. 

That's the end to this. 

Adding one more. I tried my favourite black shirt today. It's the best among all these🙈😄.

Adding another, though it's from so many months. I check my mails regularly now. 

The reason is last time I got a mail from my ex around January. I didn't checked it that time. I read that, "I hate you too" in July-August something. But by then we had nothing left. That's why I couldn't send the reply. 🥺 And that's why from that time to till now, I check regularly 😄.

Thank you for reading ;)