They Lost Amidst The Choatic World

I saw your request in the mid of evening .

Asking myself do I even know you.

We started the conversation. 

In the choatic thought of,

What if we are the one.

We talked for the first time.

I asked , "do we even know each other?"

The question perplexed you,

In between all the confusion,

You said, "no, but someone I know look like you".

The conversation ended.

 And the day too.

We again moved on to next,

without perceiving one another.

The day went and the next came. 

I saw you typing for the first time.

After around half an hour,

I checked again saying,

"No there was no messages".

I didn't knew what you wished to say.

So I messaged you directly.

But who knew the conversation,

Would change our life entirely.

We started talking around 10 o'clock,

The conversation went over.

From request to college to studies.

When we finally waved off,

It was already half past one.

I remember talking about you, 

To my friend next day.

It was the first time for both of us, 

That we talked and liked the stranger that way.

The conversation went on for another day,

We started developing some sense of liking.

From books to now crush,

The messages flowed.

From getting jealous over his crush,

To proposing each other there.

We started the new journey. 

We exchanged the mobile number.

Saying let me check,

"I don't remember exactly what it is"

Saw your DP for the first time.

That cute, innocent boy with glasses on,

Oh ! What a similarity we had,

The blue - blue love blossomed soon.

We talked and talked and talked.

The journey started from 29th October to till now .

From talking about crushes, 

To capturing screenshots. 

We mingled around, 

In a great way.

We shared our likes and dislikes.

From November to December,

We talked in the same way .

From playing word game,

To giving each other flying kisses.

It happened that we got around,

With each other alot. 

The year ended.

The love blossomed.

The new year promises said,

"We are never going to leave each other any soon".

The day of separation came.

Two days before we had played a game.

The new year promise broke,

With the broken heart we got separated.

The months went on.

The tears didn't stopped.

From talking daily, 

To no messages. 

Our heart started shrinking alot.

But destiny made another plan.

We met again on valentine's noon.

The message saying,

"I miss you"

Made his heart cry a little more.

He whispered ,"miss you too".

The heart came together again.

The story started once again.

After a month of togetherness.

They broke again in a difficult way.

The boy was in love.

The girl was in love .

But something between them,

Didn't let them be with each other.

The story once again ended.

7th march was the day it happened.

The 12 o'clock message choked the heart.

Without saying a goodbye they splited.

The months went off,

The crying changed into an internal pain.

The dream they saw together,

Came to an drastic end.

The sun rised everyday.

Giving her hope, 

That he will come again.

The day finally came.

She messaged him asking, 

"ARE YOU OK?".

Who knew 1st June will change

Her life once again.

The message started.

The birthday came, 

Oh 6th June became a memorable day.

Who said she knew Telugu.

Ahh, it was Google.

That made the change. 

Things started again.

Some random texts, 

Made her think about the past again.

With a choked heart, 

They talked again.

Once he said, 

"You don't know my pain".

He cried , she cried 

But misery ended very soon.

16th August he messaged her, 

Saying her the reason of their turmoil.

She shouted , he yelled.

The things got heated up.

The mourning ended,

Until they felt bad.

They exchanged sorry.

The thought that there was love,

Ended up with a miserable tale.

They moved on,

The love stayed there.

With the months going soon,

The prayers again started to blossom.

They talk now.

He seldom think of messaging her

She thinks twice before saying something.

The love that was between them,

Is waiting to come back once again.

She asked him, 

"Do you ever loved me?"

The answer could have saved something.

But yet the "no" changed everything.

She still have hope.

You will meet again.

She is waiting for you.

With her stupid friends.

Though we have lots of friends,

Both male and female.

But the feelings she have for you, 

Won't ever change. 

She write about so many things now

But the best are the one,

Where she thinks about you.

From sharing each and every story,

To crying for each other's shoulder,

They lost amidst the choatic world. 

            - @™•¶π - @^€•¶@ -

Hey guys , I tried writing a poem. Though it's Narrative poetry. Still my first poem.

Dedicating this to Tom. It's written about our cute journey. For me, it's my birthday gift. I could read this 1000 times thinking he wrote this for me. 

A small note I made recently for him. Though didn't said him but kept it as my status for him.( He doesn't know this, wished I had used his name in the status to say him directly 😅).

"In the world where people are admiring and falling in love with looks. I take a deep breath and admire the one who writes long paragraphs/quotes saying , "it's specially for me" 💖. Love you like the shades of rainbow". 

Yes , I still read your long paragraphs you had sent me long back. And that's why I am writing this for you. 

 

Thank you so much for reading this ;) .