Changing Attitude. (Edited)
As I said in my last post, I started walking for around 6 km per day at morning and around ½km at evening. I see some awesome and wonderful changes within me. Some were my part of life since time immemorial, I know my habits, but there are some which are completely different from the old one.
Last time, two days back, I solved Ray Optics Plane mirror questions. And to be very honest, I revised my notes after 3 months. I just remember the basic formula and didn't touched the notes. Just used to do "R" mark questions. But this time, I couldn't solve any R questions, all thanks to the memory, which forgot almost everything. Common, I had solved their questions last time around 2 months back. So in class this topics was going on. So I decided to solve all their questions. While solving the questions of module, I got so many doubts in it. And even wasn't sure about few of the solution. I had solved then majorly in online lectures and that's why had so many basics doubts in few questions (to be very honest, it was just 3 questions, out of which 1 I couldn't solve while in rest 3, I wanted to check the solution).
At that very moment, after solving them, I called one of my physics teacher and asked him, if he is free, so that I can come to doubt counter. He said I can. I came there and made sure that I'll ask all silly doubts too along with I'll ask sir to check solution of few questions. And I did exactly same. Actually, he is the same teacher who had taught me Modern Physics and he knows me. That's why, I was being favoured because according to him, my doubts were basics but good ones which could confuse anyone.
Next day in class, sir was teaching the same thing. And obviously, I knew all kind of questions and all the concept related to it perfectly. And since our class was changed, I sat on first bench along with Shruti.
Now, sir was teaching. And I had a habit of saying, "hmm" and making my head node if I get the point. So obviously I was doing it. Obviously, it was subconscious involuntary action. So, sir in the middle of the class asked me, "what's your name beta?". And trust me I asked the most stupid question of Earth, "kyunnn?" (Why) . And sir was like, "Tu hmesa hmm, hmm krti and active rehti hai issliye". (You always say hmm, hmm and remain active). Trust me, it was the second lecture of sir. And he said me this. And then I was like, "Ankita"😂. Like man, I got some attitude!! Who asks why? 😂
Even today I had my Pedigree lecture (only lecture today at 9am, you'll know the reason why I mentioned the time). Sir had told us to practise all the questions related to this topics. So I couldn't revise them completely yesterday, because I was doing class 11th revision.
Trust me, at morning I woke up around 5:20 am, came back hostel at around 6:45am. Had lemon water and banana and then straight away I went to my study table. I had in my mind that I've to study this topics and practice all its questions. Now the point is, this topics is completely conceptual. You don't need to learn anything, just few basics things. And I thought of revising it's basics points directly from lecture. Obviously, it would be easy to revise directly lectures than from notes (for me). So it was total of 6 lectures in this topics.
I watched them at speed of 2x, and just watched the main part. Obviously I had seen them, so I know where the important part are. And I solved all questions. It was exact at 9, when my work got over. Studied continuously for 2 hours straight without distraction. And then I was late. Now we are allowed to wear any dress here in classes. (just for few days). So I was wearing my trousers. And I just changed my top into t-shirts of institute. And went straight to class.
When sir was explaining the topics, I had revised them all, so I was getting 100% of it today. Same happens in GOC and Ray Optics classes. I started doing it recently.
Sir was talking about Topper Student. So he said like this, "do you know Nishita Purohit?". We were like, "yes sir". Sir asked, "who was she?". And everyone was like, "AIIMS TOPPER". But I answered "AIIMS TOPPER 2017". And I was on first bench, so sir asked me again, "which year?". And I was like, "2017" and he smiled. And then he shared one of her interview incident and Shruti and I were like, "we had seen it". And sir was like, "YouTube khub chalate ho!" (You use you tube too much). And then we're we started laughing and started seeing down. And sir was like, "no, but it's for good, it's good to see about things you have passion for".
Sir almost see Shruti and me all time. And taunts is for small silly mistake. And today I asked him the most silliest question on doubt counter related to how genes control left handedness and right handedness. And sir gets angry, like all the time, he explains rudely to student at doubt counter, though he is one of the best teacher. Trust me, when I say. But he didn't said anything and explained me so beautifully.😅
Trust me, I don't sleep on afternoon now a days. Eat healthy food. Had cheat day yesterday though. And I am seeing lots of changed within me.
When we go for a walk, after 30 mins, we feel like quitting but still we need to go because we have to reach back. And that's why we push ourselves above the limit. And that's what I do when I study. It's happens naturally nowadays that I push myself alot from the limit.
I see beautiful changes withing myself. Less distraction, less mobile usage, even my WhatsApp usage decreased from 30 mins to 10 mins hardly. Though, I talked to my friend till 12:20, started at 12:00 am. And I was way too late for my sleep time. Though I could manage. Even since last two days, I sleep only 6 hours. Though I think, for me, 7 hours should be minimum.
Last 30 mins
Last 5 mins. Incredible changes!!😀😂
My hostel at 5:30 a.m.
At around 6a.m.
I saw this after coming from class and first time felt it. It's actually real.
At evening total steps. Going for walk again now. I didn't sleotat afternoon,and I am way too sleepy now. 😂
At morning,after coming from walk.
I played this.
This too, after downloading.
I couldnt sleep at afternoon because I was watching this. Checklist lecture of Ray Optics from Physics Galaxy. Obviously, I'm physics I prefer watching checklist video for revising the concept rather than complete lecture.
Have a nice day!
Thank you ;)
Edited: My You tubes recommendations now.
Thankew:)
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